SAD!

I am sad, embarrassed, ashamed, humiliated, devastated that I abandoned my writing for 4 months. 😦 I’m just sad.

Writing saved my life. I think. I started processing PTSD through writing. I’m starting at Ringling College this fall in the creative writing program. I was just accepted. I just haven’t had time to write. That makes me so friggin’ sad.

So. To take my mind to the gym…a poem. To start again.

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I control these words.
This flow.
I form these sentences and sentiments.
Like gods and ice carving rivers from mountains.
Gather clouds
Whisper in your ear
Blow through your mind
Stone yields to time/force/logic
These are my paths.
These are my streams.
This is my ocean
Of ideas and dreams.
This is the inside of me.

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Thank you for hearing my voice.